Elemental Emptiness Month 6: The Hermit and Fear
3-15-09 I’m in a foul mood tonight. I essentially got told by my spirit guide for this working (one of them anyway) that I have to step up and face my fear of being alone, and accept the very real possibility that I may always be alone. He feels that this fear and the desire [...]
Some thoughts on the limitations of gods
Warning…this post will likely be considered blasphemous if you are of the school of thought deities are all powerful, all knowing, and therefor infallible. That said, let’s move on to the content… I recently finished the new Prince of Persia game and have been playing the downloadable add-on epilogue adventure and in both the main [...]
Elemental Emptiness Month 4: Compassion pt 1
1-15-09 I’ve spent the entire day sitting with several patterns of behavior which I’ve identified as behaviors where I’m engaged in dysfunctional behavior. One example is that while I think it is good to recognize qualities you want in a partner, taken to an extreme this can be its own form of objectification. Have I [...]
Thoughts on energy work
Very recently I had an experience with energy work which really amazed me, because of how subtle it was and yet how how powerful as well. It was a case of someone taking over an interaction and showing me how I was actually over-extending myself instead of allowing myself to flow into the moment. This [...]
Demons and social responsibility follow up
I’ve continued working with the five step process detailed in Feeding Your Demons. It’s proven very helpful so far when I’ve had insecurities come up. It serves as an excellent complement to my Taoist breathing practices which are also focused on the dissolution of blockages. One issue that this process has helped me recognize is [...]
Learning not to struggle with my demons
Since starting to read Tsultrim Allione’s book, Feeding Your Demons, I’ve been re-learning something I’ve learned before, but from a Taoist perspective in Relaxing into your Being: Breathing, Chi, and Dissolving the Ego, by B. K. Frantzis. From the Taoist perspective you use breathing and energy work to dissolve blockages. With Tsultrim’s work, you embody [...]
Feeding a Demon
I recently started reading Tsutrim Allione’s Feeding Your Demons, which presents a technique based on the Tibetan Chod ritual, where you find and locate your internal demons, stresses, etc., and you personify them and then feed them what they need, as opposed to what they want. She makes a critical distinction between want and need, [...]
The Emptiness Working Month 3: Rage
Dec 17 We’ve just moved into the new place and I have online connection again. The last half week has been hard. We got moved out quickly and right after it snowed in Portland, which pretty much brings this city to a crashing halt. Mainly though, I’ve been dealing with rage, with anger, and this [...]
Some thoughts on attachment, hope, and fear
I’ve been re-reading Pema Chodron’s When Things Fall Apart, and while I’m chonicling most of what I’m getting out of reading this book in my entry for the emptiness work, I read a passage that I thought I might share now: For those who want something to hold on to, life is even more inconvenient. [...]
On the value of Inner Alchemy
I’m copy editing a book for Immanion Press called Whiskey, Tango, Foxtrot: A Troubleshooter’s Guide to Magic by A’Miketh, and I’m really impressed by what I’m reading, because this guy has managed to explain some complex concepts in fairly approachable language, and more importantly he’s cleared stated the value and need for doing external work [...]
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- I finished the latest revision of Magical Identity, at 93,535 words. Off to the editor and then layout! Expect a pre-order post soon.
