Time as a necessary illusion
Tonight I did another visitation with the spider goddess of time. Before I did so, Elephant briefly reminded me to stay present, even and especially in moments of feeling boredom. When I visited the spider goddess, she showed me a new technique where I could create a silver thread of time to an event or [...]
An audience with the Spider Goddess of Time
Today I decided to do a working with the Spider Goddess of Time. I’ve been working with the other entities for the element of Time, but hadn’t contacted her since the first night I switched over to the element of time. I opened my memory box and used it to surf the silver web of [...]
A reflection on God of War
I’ve been playing God of War 1 and 2 in preparation for the release of God of War 3, out later this month. There are two elements of this game that always stand out to me. First, just how much the game draws from the cheesy 1970′s movies. Even the monsters look like claymation, which [...]
One reason Why I don’t worship gods
I was playing Assassin’s Creed 2 recently and there was a point in the game, where the protagonist makes a brief speech that really resonated with me. He said the famous line of the assassins: “Nothing is True, Everything is Permitted”, but then went on to tell the people that it was more important to [...]
Space is the Place part 3
Two weeks ago, I found out I was getting a divorce. Needless to say that kind of threw me off when it came to magical work, but in truth it also lent itself to my work with space. We still live together but I moved into my own room. Getting used to having my own [...]
Into Time and Space
After I finished my emptiness ritual and had cleansed myself of the paint, I moved right into the ritual to accept time as the new element. I put on the bracelet of elephant hair, and the elephant necklace and put before me the painting to elephant. I asked elephant if elephant would allow me to [...]
Elemental Emptiness Month 12: From Zero to One
9-24-09 I haven’t been able to update since the esoteric book convention. It highlights how busy my schedule has become and how problematic that can be at times. I’m not sure I like that, so I’m looking at what I can change in my life to give me a bit more time. As this elemental [...]
She came to me
She came to me tonight as I was being massaged and said, “I would have an audience with you tonight.” I said I’d prefer if this audience occurred when I was alone, for since this was part of my emptiness work, that needed to be part of it. She smiled and said, “I’ll get you [...]
An encounter with Elephant and Apophenia
Today Lupa and I went to the Portland Art Musuem and at one point made it to a floor which had some Art from different parts of Asia, including India. Some of that art included statues to Ganesha, and while I was there I learned that Portland is apparently well-known for liking elephants. I found [...]
Addendum to my post about the limitation of gods
Later in the epilogue one of the protagonists is told that Ahriman is pursuing them because he still needs to tell Ahriman his wish. He says he doesn’t want anything Ahriman offers and Ahriman is astonished. And the key point to that…Any relationship is defined by the choices you make. A god only has power [...]
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