Some thoughts on physiology, entheogens, and awareness of time.
I’ve just started reading Sex, Sleep, Eat, Drink, Dream: a day in the life of your body by Jennifer Ackerman. I’m already intrigued by what I’ve read, but in the first chapter she notes that there is a set of neurons that comprise the master clock in your brain, which basically dictates the rhythms of [...]
A Book Review and some book suggestions for Energy Work
I’m starting to read Tai Chi Dynamics by Robert Chuckrow. It was a review copy sent to me by YMAA Publication Center. It does look to be an intriguing book, where the author’s background as a physicist is employed to explain how Tai Chi works. I’m intrigued already and will report on it as I [...]
The Emptiness Working Month 1: Rotting
In the first three weeks of getting involved in the emptiness working, I’ve already had so much come up. Just as the elemental love working was intense from the get go, this working has also been intense from day one. A lot of this first month has involved dealing with insecurities. Insecurities about myself, insecurities [...]
Meeting the Spider Goddess of Time
My grandmother died on Veteran’s day. I never really knew her. I met her maybe half a dozen times in my life. But I did feel sad for my father, who even though prepared for it, is still sad. I don’t attribute any special significance to her death in regards to emptiness itself, so much [...]
Emptiness and Time
Since I’ve started reading Oryelle’s A Brief Hirstory of Time, and also because of a conversation with a fellow practitioner, I’ve been thinking a lot about time’s role within emptiness. It strikes me that time has a very prevalent role, both in emptiness itself, and in what comes after emptiness. Within emptiness time is representative [...]
The Emperor
In the course of getting involved in the Emptiness working, I’ve had an intriguing encounter with another pop culture entity, namely the Emperor Palpatine from Star Wars, aka Darth Sidious. It probably didn’t help that until a couple weeks ago I was playing The Force Unleashed, wherein the character appears, but even so the appearance [...]
“Go at your own pace”
When I hiked on Tuesday and later on Sunday, each time I hiked XAH was with me, loping alongside me. Everytime I felt the urge to speed up, he cautioned me, “Go at your own pace.” I slowed down. I started to lope along at a pace that was easy on my body. The hike [...]
One week in
One week in to the Elemental Emptiness ritual working and I can already feel some definite differences. A lot of my insecurities have come forward a lot more. Some of it is just the nature of dealing with the emptiness and some of it is a personal situation I’m adjusting to. Regardless, these feelings have [...]
The dedication to the Element of Emptiness
On Saturday I finished my elemental love working and switched over to the element of emptiness. When Babalon took me and handed me off, she handed me to XAH, the fox lord. XAH is part of my personal mythology, the core of my being, a fox lord, and yet so much more as well…He is [...]
Elemental Love Work month 12
I wrote this poem on Thursday, in my live journal. I’m reposting it here, because it depicts part of the conclusion to the elemental Love work. The connection is what we want silver strands that glisten by the star light, whispering promises from the vibrations of the space/time wind The core opens to reveal the [...]
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