Resistance and internal work
I’ve been reading the War of Art (affiliate link) lately and the author talks a great deal about resistance as an enemy to creativity. I think he’s right, to a point. I also think resistance can indicate something that needs to change, but what’s relevant here is how resistance can be used in internal work, [...]
Elemental Balancing Ritual Fire Month 2
11-27-11 Something which has always frightened me has been my own fire. It’s frightened me, in part because of the various people in my life who at one time or another told me I was too passionate, too intense, or just plain too much. I’ve gotten so used to pushing that intensity down or directing [...]
Change starts from within
“Everyone thinks of changing the world, but no one thinks of changing themselves” Leo Tolstoy When I think about Western Magic, and one of my problems, this statement from Tolstoy sums it up nicely. In late teens and early to mid twenties, I remember being that person who wanted to change the world, but didn’t [...]
Why its not a good idea to destroy part of yourself
The other day I decided to do a meditation technique to work with a part of myself that I thought I wanted to change. I did the meditation technique and basically I ended up poking a part of myself that didn’t care for what I was doing and responded with quite a reaction, which showed [...]
My interview with Mona Magick on Inner Alchemy
Last week Mona Magick interviewed me on her radio show about Inner Alchemy, Neurotransmitters and Space/Time Magic. It’s been a while since I’ve been interviewed, so it was cool to be on this show. Thanks very much Mona Magick! ShareTweet
Intellectual Passion
When we usually think about passion we associate it with emotion, but in doing some reflection I find that a lot of my passion is intellectual. There’s something exciting about learning something new or putting together an experiment. or following through on a plan of action. I’ve always felt a passion for that. It might [...]
Being present with your desire
One of the books I’m currently reading is Undefended Love (Affiliate link) and within that book they discuss the importance of being present with something you think you need and learning how to work with it so that eventually it moves from a need to a want and then to a desire and then to [...]
Some experiments I’m working on
I’m currently working on some different experiments. Some of these are in concept phase, while others are being developed as practical applications. All of them represent ongoing work I’m involved in. 1. Neurotransmitter work: I’ve been working with neurotransmitters as entities for over 7 years now. The current work I’m doing has involved working with [...]
Aligning your values with your desires
Over the last six or so years, some of the most significant magical work I’ve done has involved doing internal work to align my desires with my values. You might think that this would be automatic, but I don’t think that’s the case all the time. The challenge of the magician is to know him/herself [...]
The Microbot approach to sickness
I’ve been sick lately, a weird kind of flu where my temperature has gone below the usual temp. It’s not a fever, but the result is I still feel sick. Never being a person to turn aside opportunity, I’ve been working on a technique to deal with illness that I’ve been using for a little [...]
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